Would you say it’s a good thing to keep telling yourself that from now on, you’re going to change for real, then end up failing, but try again with renewed determination to stick to it? Or would you say it’s a shame you keep ending up exactly where you started and describe this as a waste of time and effort? I’ve been thinking about this for quite a while now. And, to be honest, now that I’ve realized that I’m slowly slipping back, I don’t think it’s a waste of time at all. Because you (hopefully) learn from the mistakes you make and your tactics get better and better. Comparing to the way I looked at my life this summer, I’m currently falling into a black hole. However, now that I’ve got 17 years of life experience, I know exactly in what kind of condition I am. I learned how to prepare myself for the worst and how to get myself together after the fall. Music is one of the things that usually get me through these times, since this lets me escape reality easily. What also helps me to stop thinking and doubting about everything is by talking to my friends. So, with this message, I wanted to thank those dear girls a lot for everything they do for me. I don’t think there’s any need to write down their names, as they all hopefully already know how thankful I am to have such an amazing support.
I really look forward to the weekend, since I’m going to spend it with my family and eat outside for dinner. Other than that, I’ve got 3 more things that I wanted to share with you. First of all, I caught myself using make-up even on schooldays and I’m thinking about doing a how-to video. I don’t know yet when or how, but I’ll promise to work that one out later. Other than that, I wanted to remind you that you’ve got 1 day and just a couple more hours left to enter my give away. So, if you’re interested in winning the lovely Hakunamatata sweater, then make sure you entered it! click HERE. Last but not least, hope the weather didn’t effect your mood too bad. I know that it’s quite frustrating to wake up while it’s still dark outside, but don’t let this ruin your day!