The obsessive kind of girl


IMG_8505TUM TUM TUM, I’m turning 18 in 10 days!!(september 19th) Finally I’ll be an adult (or at least am supposed to be one..). Being the almost birthday girl brings the very difficult task along to make a wish list. So, that’s what I did. I wrote down a list of things that I wanted, such as some weights. When my parents agreed with it, I obviously felt very happy and excited. However, yesterday evening they confronted me with their worries. According to them, I’m the kind of person who gets obsessive with something quite often, which I unfortunately can’t deny. They never occur at the same time and only last for a certain period. For example, I used to obsess over tiny rings, that I’d wear all the time and as many as possible; ‘healthy’ eating: I’d eat one thing or two things, that according to myself were very healthy, all the time and would freak out if we run out of it; swimming: I felt the urge to swim every day or else I’d feel really bad about myself; twitter: I had to check it continuously and had to be active every day so that I wouldn’t disappoint any of my followers and to gain as many followers as possible. Ouch, that were just a couple of them, but there were plenty more.. The good thing is that usually I become aware of it by myself, but I find it hard to get rid of it. For some reason I always want things to get better and better. As soon as I notice progression I want to increase it and push it to its limits to see how good, pretty or whatever else it or I can become.
Does anyone recognize him or herself in this and found a great way to cope with it or even avoid it? 

p.s. I’ll continue my AFW series of posts soon! 

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4 thoughts on “The obsessive kind of girl

  1. Yaaay een nieuwe blogpost! 😊 En dan meteen zo onwijs herkenbaar.. Dat heb ik vooral met sporten en gezond eten, dan móét ik van mezelf er elke dag aan houden. Anders voel ik me schuldig. Als ik een dag geen oefeningen doe ofzo, voel ik me zó slecht.. Helaas dus nog geen “oplossing” gevonden, maar je weet nu iig dat je niet de enige bent, if that counts.. :) Het is in ieder geval een teken dat je jezelf ergens 100% voor kan gaan, dat lijkt me een goede eigenschap! Maar vergeet niet dat je jezelf ook af en toe mag laten gaan, juist om dingen vol te houden! Dan kan je er daarna weer met frisse moed weer tegenaan. Heeeel veel succes iig en alvast gefeliciteerd! ik weet zeker dat je t kan ; ik heb in ieder geval bewondering voor je! Liefs x


    1. Aah, dankjewel voor deze leuke reactie!! Doet me echt heel erg goed, vooral na een super saaie schooldag haha ;) Pffoee, dat scheelt al wel, dat ik iig niet de enige ben die hier last van heeft! Super dankjewel!!! XX


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